SteP 2 of lemonS

HERE is the LemoN juiCE in BaGs ... and I sTILL have moRE to JuiCE . KinDA feelS Like a TeenY tiny BiT organiZED

PreciouS DarlING

SoOO I waKe up this moRn - Get dreSSED . And I PUt on a "NorMal" brA . Being Since I have been WEaring the surgical one For the Last 8 weekS . I'm PreTTY FLIPPIN eXcitED !!! And Here YOU Go ...

Me - " AshlYNN LOOKy I Get to WeaR a "NOrmaL" bRa !!! YeaH
AshlyNN - " moM - thaTs NOT normaL ...

Just PreCiouS --- MakES a WOmEn feeL sOOO loVED !

itS tiME ...

To maKE some MoRE heaLthy ChoiCES . GoNNA Juice theSE SuckERS and Do a CleanSE . The WHOLE familY is . And LittLE do theY knoW - theY are GoNNA Be ExcitED about iT !! ThaT's the ONLY choiCE thEY have -- hehe

Aren'T theY GorgEouS ?? thanks to the aLLRED GroVE for shariNG !!

AshLyNN Got to hELp me a couplE weeks Back with a BOutiQue . Just a loW kEY nighT . I actuaLLY Didn'T reaLLY Even GiVe her a ChoiCe . But she Was a troppER to help ME LOAd and un-load all the StuFFs . We onlY did CookiES ( 100 SamplE cookiES ) and CupcakES in a Jar . BuT i wAs GrateFUl for her help .

loVE - loVE bOOK

CuTE liTTLE ValentiNE bOOk ... just maDe for fuN !

i haVe decIdeD

thaT this YeAR ...

InstEAD of DoiNG the Usual NeW YeaRs resoluTion LiST ( that i feeL guilTY about not DoiNG or GEtting done ) I am GoiNG to Do a DifferenT liST !

This laSt weekenD jay sent me to the HiltOn to

" REST-RELAX-ReVIVE "

And let me tell ya - it WORKED !!

As I was theRE i ponderED a feW thingS - and this is onE of them ! I feeL prompTED to ...

this YeaR Take AwaY . MeaninG taKE awaY thinGS i CAn't Control and the GUILT that comes with them . TAke AWAY alwAYs Puttin soOO much on myselF ! So - FOR " My LIst " ... I am GoiNG to List 10 ThinGS ( sinCE its 2010) That i feel Like i Do PreTTY ok . MeaniNg I do cakES And have been bleSSED with that gift . So I will takE my GifTS thaT i have been bleSSED with from HeaVenlY FathER - and StrETch them , i wiLL groW them , and shaRe them MORE . RAther than the usuaL - GEt in shaPe List - im DoiNG this ONe this Year . I feeL reaLLY GreAT about it !! anD at the ENd of the Day - i will Take AWAY the GuiLT and Just ... ShaRe .

HerE aRE a Few pics of my ROOm and dinnERS at the hiltoN !

( Jay May Have to kEEP this TraditioN he Has StartED ... lol - he proB doesn't Even knoW its a traditioN Yet - But BabY - youR a smaRT BoY !! )

officiaLLY a teeNaGER

asHlyNN has turnED 13 . A TruE teenaGER - she saYS .

Here she is with her 13 laYER cakE -- ya kNow TurniNg 13 - onE muST have a 13 layER cakE .

PlayEd gamES and Had PiZZA . Then WatchED a Show . Her PartY she PlannED .

mayBE ... just a LittlE bit TMI ...

You KnoW youR husbanD is ReaLLY a gREat onE when ...

You Have HaD A surgERY and Can't Do LoTS of StuFFs .

He Cleans the Kitchen , VacumnS , dOEs Tons of LAundrY , Just gETs up AftER dinnER and CLeanS the Whole KitcheN , and manY manY moRE SupA kind THiNGs . But when He ShavES YouR arm piTS - CauSE You CAN'T reaCH theM and ITs TerriblE paiN to Try . You FiguRE he Has GOT to WIn SOME mEGA awaRD in HeaVEN !!!!

skiLLS BeyonD ...

this Child and Her aRt SkiLLs -- it BLowS my MinD ! Is she not AMAZiNG ?

sinCe DeceMbER 15th

It haS bEEn a CraZY Time . In the LasT fEW weekS roLLer CoaSTer Ride Has been the name of the gaME .

1. HaD our OldER girlS come and Bring theiR BoYS ( WeLL BoyfrieNDS ) - theY ActuaLLy came to sEE us on The 12th . We haD a BLAST and we LOVE them So vERy much !

2. Get CompletLEY CompleteLY reaDY for ChRistmAS in 10 DaYS BecaUSe i waS going to have surgerY on the 15th .

3. SurgerY for a maSS to be removED and also A biopSy on my breasT . BTW - picture below shows a little bit of blood - 4. REsultS came Back B9 ! WonderFUL newS !! BlessinG to EvERyone .

5. Try to continuE to RECoVer

6. WonderFUL husbanD takES time off work to TAke CaRe of me

7. KiDS get 2 weeKS off from school . Ashlynn Helps take CaRE of me .

8. HaVe AnothER surGerY For MoRE FemalE thinGS ... O JoYs of being a Girl :)

9. BreaST BiopsY Not healing to weLL - still in LOts of pain -- ouCHiE ouchiE

10. Went to Doc and FouND out thaT my incisioN has not closED - So BasicaLLY i now hoW a HolE in me thaT is TRyin to cloSE .

11. Try to Keep restiNG -- PAin in my BuMMmmm

12. Love MY HusbanD - he HAS gonE oVER AND BEYOND when it comes to Taking CaRe of me .

13. Love my FAmilY - My swEET aShlynn has reaLLY helpEd out alOT toO !

14 . Wish i HAd the EnerGy to CreATE or do SOMethiNG ... anythiNG ...

15 . Can'T Wait to Be done with thIs last little mile Stone of Our liVes . as I'm Sure the OthER 2 pepS living with me feeL the SaME .

JusT 15 poinTS fRom the 15th ... All Just BitS of ranDom-neSS